My Letter From Home
I know I've been procrastinating about blogging. Every weekend, I tell myself to jot down some thoughts of the past week in camp but it seems like it didn't happen. I was either busy hanging out or online, not for blogger but hooked on Facebook and catching the latest episode of Heroes and Gossip Girl.
So, field camp. Last week. Spelt the worst six days I ever been through in my entire life so far. I almost forgot there's a adjective call 'dirty' in my dictionary. SIX day. NO shower, NO washing of hands, FULL camou cream 24/6. Now you may ask how I survived, I'll tell you now. It's my letter from home.
On the forth day in HELL, my mind is blank. I'm no better than a walking zombie after one whole day of digging shell scrape aka grave. As if this were not enough, Sirs an Sergeant's fucked and hurried us again and again trying to make the impossibles possible.
Then it was dawn. We were asked to gather and PC starting lecturing us about discipline and all. To keep things simple, it ended up with distributing letters our family had written for us.
I tried very hard to hold back my tears. I failed. My brother wrote 'In this unfamiliar, insecure, dirty, uncomfortable, dark and away from home environment...' Every adjective were damn fucking true. It's as if he was there. Some more, those words of encouragement like 'the whole family is behind you' were so strong that I managed to pull through it. I read it trice. I know I needed that. Everyone needed that.
I love you, Dad Mom and Bro.
Till then
xoxo
Sunday, October 4, 2009
6:31 PM
Tick Tock Tick Tock
I know I'm suppose to update after my first bookout. Apparently, the short two days of freedom past as if it was two hours. So here I am now, rushing the very last minutes to pen some thoughts before my second book in at 1925.
Army was HELL for me for the first eight days in camp. Opps, I shouldn't be complaining. I'm so bless that Hari Raya fall on the confine week and we got to go home after 8days instead of 14. I bet my post gonna be sooooooo long if I'm confine for the first two weeks.
Regimentation was not my thing even though I been through four years of NCC training in secondary school. As if this is not enough, Sirs and Sergeants are ever vulgar that you get influence and talk rudely like them. I know this is only the start. I still have 10 weeks to go.
I need to have a positive mindset. I'm trying very hard. One thing I learnt from Army so far is I know my mental strength is stronger everyday.
Thats all for now. LATERS!
Friday, September 11, 2009
2:14 AM
HELLOOOO TEKONG
Time check 1:58am, 11 September 2009.
Jotting down my very last thoughts before enlistment.
I was previously very looking forward to army when friends around me enlisted.
Now that it's my turn, the feeling wasn't the same anymore.
To know that I'm gonna shut from the all world, the feeling SUCKS big time.
But not to worry, I've learnt to be strong and am ready for it.
No FACEBOOK ?
No big deal, I've been playing with it
to the very last minute anyway. HAA!
But I'll have to sadly admit
I'm gonna miss FACEBOOK in no time! ):
Endure.
Some things that I'm looking forward now will probably
be my buddy and bunk mates.
I wonder how will they turn out to be.
Am I lucky enough to meet someone familiar?
I hope...
Oh yes! am currently praying very hard to be in Jaguar company.
Heard about their welfare and all. But mostly importantly,
hbe it Jaguar, Hawk or K_ _ _ _, PLEASE PLEASE
bless me with kind and caring bunk mates.
OKAYYY. I've nothing else to say now. Hope everything turn out smoothly.
SEE YA in TWO WEEKS! (:
xoxo
Nigel OUT.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
11:51 AM
THREE more days
Thursday, August 20, 2009
11:49 PM
Seems like blogging has lost it's charm.
Well, at least for me.
With FACEBOOK and TWITTER,
I no longer need to blog.
It's so easy to find FAME there now.
But still, I'm gonna retain this blog.
The many dramas and memories over the years here.
Just like my blog's address suggest 'disposable pleasures'.
It's exactly TWENTY-ONE days before I serve the nation.
I am trying to make full use of the precious days I'm left with,
and that spells P A R T Y, P A R T Y & P A R T YYYYYY!
I'm left with one more week before i bid farewell to HSBC.
Can't wait, honestly. So sick of keying digits.
I loveee I have more digits in my pocket though. HAAHA!
And YES
Bintan is calling and I want to go!
Thursday, August 13, 2009
2:31 PM
LADY GAGA's concert was AWESOME..
Favourite quote of the night..
'LADY GAGA ask YOU to F_ _ _ OFF!'
(: